Shattered Reality

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Tue, 30 Apr 2013 23:57:14 -0500

lunchbagart: I helped my son with his book report diorama. The...

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 05:11:51 -0600

I helped my son with his book report diorama. The trolls Bert, Tom and William have been turned to stone by the rising sun. You can turn their campfire off and on, too.

maythevorcebewithyou: LITTLE!!!!!

Fri, 15 Feb 2013 05:09:21 -0600

maythevorcebewithyou:

LITTLE!!!!!

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Wed, 13 Feb 2013 04:00:02 -0600

thehipsterlifestyle: rockpapertheodore: christina-mcdonald: Wi...

Sun, 25 Nov 2012 19:18:48 -0600

thehipsterlifestyle:

rockpapertheodore:

christina-mcdonald:

Will reblog every, EVERY time.

what a helpful young person

I’ve this like 15 times and I still enjoy this!

^He likes to clap in time or just off beats.

Sat, 17 Nov 2012 06:58:00 -0600

^He likes to clap in time or just off beats.

When...

Mon, 12 Nov 2012 03:27:39 -0600

…I play music

…I walk in the dark outside

…I think of the girl I love

…I cry with the girl I love

…I talk about the girl I love

…The girl I care for actually feels something back

…I can trust everything she says and trust her with anything that crosses my mind

I just can’t sleep and you are on my mind.

Looking Forward

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 17:26:53 -0500

So this year has been pretty good so far. I’ve been quite busy with all of my music. Three lessons, two jazz bands, an assortment of smaller ensembles that I am involved in or creating, all of my classes, marching band, practice…anything else I forgot to list… I’ve met some interesting people this year and made some new friendships with people that I have either just met or people I met last year but never talked to. And then I’ve been talking to this girl that I’m kind of hoping leads to something more. So yeah, pretty great year so far.

(I know it may seem that I have been having a lot of girl trouble if you look back on my posts and check the dates, but really I have only been posting things I feel at certain times because I have been reminded of my endeavors during those moments. I’m not just jumping into things.)

You Are...

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 00:57:27 -0500

…Still my best friend

…Someone I can trust anything with

…Special to me

The only thing that has changed is that I’m not going to let you break my heart anymore.

When all the other majors are being social and having fun, and the music majors are in the practice rooms like

Thu, 13 Sep 2012 00:00:56 -0500

gottabeafluteplayer:

When Will I Tell You...

Tue, 04 Sep 2012 03:08:21 -0500

The things that matter?

How you make me feel?

All of my secrets?

What deep thoughts I think about when I’m alone?

That you matter?

Maybe never.

Had the strangest dream about my old girlfriend last night. I dreamed that she started talking to me...

Sun, 02 Sep 2012 18:17:39 -0500

Had the strangest dream about my old girlfriend last night. I dreamed that she started talking to me again and that I apologized for my mistakes. And then we slowly gained back our friendship that we once had while my feelings for her quickly returned. But the strangest part was that we started hanging out and she suggested going to this restaurant….that served exotic meats and things like elephant, lion, ect… Of course, her being a vegetarian, she only ordered rice. I didn’t order any of the meats because the thought of eating an elephant is absurd and unappetizing to me. While we ate, we laughed and talked about what we had been up to since we last saw each other.

WHY ARE YOU BACK IN MY HEAD?

And Then I Realize

Mon, 27 Aug 2012 02:24:43 -0500

You were never the best for me.

But I told you I loved you.

You said it back, but you didn’t mean it.

You broke my heart.

I still haven’t recovered.

At the beginning, I told you a lie.

In the end, I was told a lie.

I forgave you.

But you did not me.

Now we are two people without a single tie.

After the end, I went back to the girl I loved before you.

She didn’t love me back.

I lied to the girl I always loved.

And told her I was okay.

I have not since spoke a word to that girl.

I feel less and less for the both everyday.

And I never said good bye.

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Sun, 26 Aug 2012 22:12:39 -0500

tattoogram: Musical bird tattoo by devinalexa via Instagram...

Sun, 26 Aug 2012 22:09:47 -0500

tattoogram:

Musical bird tattoo by devinalexa via Instagram http://instagr.am/p/O0EBHVRyS6/

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Sun, 26 Aug 2012 22:07:09 -0500

onemanwolf: come fly with me!

Sun, 26 Aug 2012 22:02:41 -0500

onemanwolf:

come fly with me!

theuntempted: This made my day.

Sun, 26 Aug 2012 22:00:56 -0500

theuntempted:

This made my day.

I was told by the girl who I absolutely care for more than anything in the entire world about that...

Sun, 26 Aug 2012 22:00:15 -0500

I was told by the girl who I absolutely care for more than anything in the entire world about that we are like a romantic movie….boy dates girl’s best friend, then realizing that he made a mistake, comes back to her. But little does the guy know that she won’t allow herself to feel anything for him and that she still pushes him away even after all these years.

At least I’m still young.

I trusted that you were okay. I asked if you were okay. You lied to me that we were okay. You knew I...

Wed, 09 May 2012 18:34:41 -0500

I trusted that you were okay. I asked if you were okay. You lied to me that we were okay. You knew I hurt. You let me hurt. Apparently that wasn’t enough for you because you continued to lie to me. Then I hated you. But I truly cared for you. I really put my entire heart into what we had. And that was what truly hurt. All that pain…nothing to show for six months.

It wasn’t worth it. That’s what I feel now…and it’s been almost two weeks. Your friendship was worth more to me than you were as a real person. All that pretending you did…and still do. You pretend everything is okay. You lied. You are not okay. And you have destroyed everything that I used to be. I can’t smile anymore. I can’t fake like you obviously can.

And after all of that….I still want to say that I’m sorry for what I did in the end to try to let you go. I never want to be that person again…no more anger…